Sunday, February 14, 2010

Ambition


Who stole my ambition?
Who would do such a thing?
Perhaps it was the "I" that stole the "me",
Along with its precious time
And memories.

So now what?
How does one live in this world with
No identity?
Seems the "I" has been placed into
Structure and form,
Now some-one must learn to
DO SOMETHING!

I notice the desire for purpose
Is present and unclear,
Because I want to know,
Whose purpose do I serve
In a sea of "me's"
And its collective fear?

Perhaps I'll invest my energy
Into defining this "I"
As both dark and light...
As the beauty we all nod
And agree upon,
As much as the ugly stuff
That sparks a bit of fun
When plastered on the "other" one.

I have no plans
And I've lost all attachment to "fun".
Sounds scary... I know,
But I find there's so much to absorb
When the "I" is here,
And has lost all ambition
To run.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

What Does God Feel Like?


In the middle of the night last night, I awoke to a question, "What does God feel like?"

That's it! The question begs for more than the usual, tired old words, concepts, and ideas.  I have been stuck in a paradox of "now what?" for a little over a year now. I feel like I have been bounced into another dimension from my direct feeling experiences with this liquid Love of the Universe, yet I find that I am unable to run to a cave that will protect me and the purity of this awakened state. It is my understanding that there are many of us who have been touched and changed by this Divine Frequency and we are being challenged to create and build an entirely new reality - founded on the Frequency of Love.  Sadly, I have found that language is not the best tool for sharing these inspirations. Music is better, but I have found that if it's too different from what our culture has settled on as an "acceptable" form of entertainment, using popular radio broadcast as the measuring rod, it will be rejected... much like the Wisdom that flows in the in-between of language and beliefs.  As much as I love words and writing, this approach fails miserably in trying to offer this lovely drink of Love to others.

Anyway, I am inspired to pose this question to others. It excites me because I feel that the question is one of the best, most provocative and timely one for us all. Let each and every one of us begin to answer the question, and in the process, discover and invite the Truth about what God really is - in the realm of feeling.

I'll begin with one who answered the question many years ago. I don't know who posed the question to Mr. James, but I loved the response.

"I remember the night, and almost the very spot on the hilltop, where my soul opened out, as it were, into the Infinite, and there was a rushing together of the two worlds, the inner and the outer. It was deep calling unto deep, the deep that my own struggle had opened up within being answered by the unfathomable deep without, reaching beyond the stars. I stood alone with Him who had made me, and all the beauty of the world, and love, and sorrow, and even temptation. I did not seek Him, but felt the perfect unison of my spirit with His. The ordinary sense of things around me faded. For the moment nothing but an ineffable joy and exaltation remained. It is impossible fully to describe the experience. It was like the effect of some great orchestra when all the separate notes have melted into one swelling harmony that leaves the listener conscious of nothing save that his soul is being wafted upwards, and almost bursting with its own emotion. The perfect stillness of the night was thrilled by a more solemn silence. The darkness held a presence that was all the more felt because it was not seen. I could not any more have doubted that He was there than that I was. Indeed, I felt myself to be, if possible, the less real of the two."  -- William James

Saturday, January 16, 2010

A Fault Called "Time"



It's not your fault,
And it's not mine,
It's just a fault called "time".
Still we have a choice,
Do we root into the emptiness of time and space,
Or shall we claim our earth-bound soul,
And courageously frame
An unknown role?
No matter are the chattering fools,
Give them their time,
And let them fall with the rest of their
Made-up minds.



© Em Meyer

Monday, January 11, 2010

Watch Her



The paradox at this point is that I am a creative being...
Yet there is nothing here,
Nothing that exists -
No store-bought stuff,
No plastic scaffolding,
That satisfies the need
To manifest.

How does one create something entirely new?
It can't be done with old recipes,
And ingredients that are void of taste
And nourishment.

This is the ultimate in "stuck".
I can't look out there anymore,
I find nothing to inspire.
While frightening at times,
This Thing inside waits for permission
To be wildly unpredictable,
Throw caution to the wind,
To talk and sing the craziness
That gets that juice
Spraying on the faces,
Of those who have kept control
Of all the frightened souls.

I won't stay in the stuck much longer,
Just letting you know.
This is my warning to the numb ones,
It's going to get out of hand
And way out of mind,
So move aside.
The stars are much too big and bright
To live in the bottles
That line these walls of time.

Watch me as I speak the songs
And sing the language of the Universe.
Watch me kiss the Earth and Sky,
For this is the "I" that is coming unglued.
Watch Her.
She knows only how to live,
And has lost,
And all but forgotten
Her will to die.

© Em Meyer

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Be the Renaissance



Artwork by Lisa Iris 

Some people are waiting for inspiration.
Where did it go?
Seems the muse has vanished
For reasons unknown.
Perhaps she left the world
So that you could find her
In your very blood and bones.

No more waiting to inhale
The poem,
The song,
The dance.
Be That Which You Are!
Release the Soul
And Her brazen nuance,
Let Her go
And be the Renaissance.

© Em Meyer

Sunday, January 3, 2010

From Adaptation to Expansion: The Evolution of Humanity


Let us speak to those who feel that they have been forgotten, left behind, thrown into circumstances that tear at the very fabric of their sense of self.

Humanity over the centuries has adapted to existing circumstances and situations - some being healthy and some quite unhealthy. In many ways, one could sum up the intention of all of humanity to practice these abilities, these unique abilities and skills that you possess for adaption to any and all circumstances. So what does life look like when you do not have that as an intention any longer? This is what you are entering into.

So what is the intention that you are entering into? We know what it is not. It is not to practice adaptation to any and all existing circumstances. It is to go in quite the opposite direction. It is to expand into not only the ancient memories of that which you are in a larger sense, it is also to expand beyond that. So there is the "known unknown" that you have actually experienced in another time and place, and we refer to this as ancient - although we do not refer to your specific earth timeline. When we say "ancient" we are simply referring to something that has been experienced that is in your makeup, in your DNA, in your cellular memory. There is another point of reference where you have in your collective form as humanity (although it may not be as great in numbers of individuals for this ancient collective) had an experience of wholeness.

So this may be confusing for humans who are waking up, as you say, for there is the feeling of memory that you have experienced this sense of wholeness, fullness, and the power, strength and expanded abilities that come from your knowing and acceptance of your oneness with All. And at the same time there is a little bit of fear present, for something that feels more than that. Some of the feelings that many of you are experiencing - your feelings of being stuck - come from a bit of confusion or sense of paradox in that you want, and you long to return to that state of wholeness and balance that you know (the known unknown) in your cellular makeup, and at the same time there is quite a presence of the Unknown, or the More that you have a sense of backing off from. So you want the return, but you'd like to hold off on the sudden expansion into More. It is as if your smaller sense of self is attempting to negotiate your growth.

So due to the fear of the unknown Unknown, there is a stopping, a sense of stalemate. Now one of the reasons for this sense, that many of you are having on an individual level, is that there is something that you should know about this next step of evolution for humanity. This next step must be accepted on an individual level - even though you do not know... you do not have your travel plans laid in front of you... you do not know what is next. There is some of what you have possessed in the past, yes, and there is quite a bit more. Acceptance, a willingness on an individual level, will move you into a network with others who are on this threshold as well. When you are consciously aware of each other, there will be a propulsion into this new humanity, and you will be birthed into the new world together. So you see, much of your wisdom that is in the form of knowledge on your planet at this timing, seems to emphasize the individual ascension. We do not use this term "ascension" for it has many implications that we do not wish to promote. We shall use the term "evolution" and expansion.

So how do you network? How is this done? You have many tools that exist now for networking. This is one of the fastest growing areas in your world - this technology of networking. It is important that you know that your virtual network is simply the calling card for your direct and actual connecting. You may, in other words, make contact in a virtual way, but the true expansion, the true and actual evolution will occur when you are physically present with each other - wherever that may be. This is what will link you and network you the fastest. So you may find that you have a neighbor a couple streets over, or maybe a couple towns over, and through your virtual connecting you learn of this. It is simply, we are saying, to let you know that you do have others in your physical proximity who are poised on the threshold of this birth, this expansion. Just know and trust that if you do begin to spend time with each other, there will be a rapid acceleration and identification with your larger identity. It will be mutually supportive. There may be words spoken, but understand that words are not necessary for what we are describing. It is energy, it is an instant recognition, instant support and welcoming for being on Earth at this time and for moving in the direction of this birth into the new humanity and the new world.

It does not matter what is happening on the television, or what is happening in your politics, in your religions, in all of your institutions; none of this matters, for it cannot interfere when you are dedicated to being present with others who are ready for the birth. Do you see? These are just excuses. These are distractions. So if you find yourself saying, "Well we cannot possibly move ahead because our president is not doing this or not doing that," know that these are distractions.

You must make this choice now to change the world, to change yourselves. Do you see? When will you make that choice? When will you claim ownership? When will you claim your position on the threshold, and your willingness to be born?

These are the questions. These are the places to take your consciousness now. And I speak not to those who are blissfully ignorant, as you say, I speak to those who have moved through the passageway. And you know who you are. You have moved through and awakened to a degree that these words will resonate with you, and you will feel ignited. You will feel and remember that this was your intention. You have reversed your movement towards smallness and adaptation to smallness. You are now back in the middle point on the threshold and turning in the direction of expansion, and you are remembering the love that you are, and expanding into even more. Bon Voyage and Good Day!



Unedited, channeled wisdom through Em Meyer 010310

Thursday, December 31, 2009

The Mother's Happy Sigh



Remember when we used to seek God?
Reaching,
Trying,
To include this enormity of joy
Into our everyday lives?

Then,
When one realizes and owns
That they are in fact
This Field of Love,
The challenge becomes
To include the smallness of humankind,
With compassion,
Into the Mother's happy sigh.

© Em Meyer